i dont know wth im doing alan. i keep going to your facebook to see something from you. you’re gone and i need to accept that. but everything happened so fast that it’s one of the hardest thing that ive ever had to do. we weren’t bestfriends or anything like that but we were close. we always acted the way we usually do no matter how far we’ve been apart. im sorry that the last time we saw each other was when matt and i were arguing. i bet it was such an awkward moment for you - but yet u didnt act phased at all.. u were still ur happy self- trying to calm everyone down and laugh it off. you wanted that blanket from urban outfitters and ever since that day, i always thought of you when i go to that area of urban outfitters. i really dont know wtf im doing but i miss you.
