This is my nephew and my brother. I miss them both so much, but unlike my nephew; I wont be seeing my brother again… Only through photographs and little videos that were taken when he was still alive. It’s hard to accept that you,ve permanently lost someone. Many people would say that he’s not really gone and that his spirit is still here, I would love to believe that… That he’s just there guiding us and watching us, I just wish he was here to make more amazing memories with everyone he meets.
See… I love him so much but I was always horrible at showing my feelings… I wish I told him more that I love him and missed him. I wish I visited him in the Philippines. I wish I didn’t get stuck with all this crap like my job and school and friends. I wish I didn’t lost him so soon. I’m just so sorry for not showing the same affection that he showed me.
